Saturday, April 19, 2008

Day 15 without Dan- Emotional


“~At the verge of a broken heart is just emotions, taking me over, caught up in sorrow lost in my soul, but if you don’t come back, come home to me darling~”

Women- they are always more emotional than men. They react according to feelings before thinking rationally. Before they could think properly, their tears and emotions take over. They are sensitive human beings. They tend to think too much and cause themselves to be sorrowful. Sometimes, it is so hard for a woman to accept and understand what a man is doing, likewise men towards women. Men may be acting more practically, but this doesn’t seem to be rational for the women. Women whom are able to control and suppress that natural behaviour of being emotional, in actual fact are very sorrowful too. They do not show them, but in fact keep in themselves and start crying, when no one is looking. Their hearts will slowly be hardened, and their perspectives will change. They slowly change themselves to look at a different way towards life. Some may end up being at the wrong side of the road, and others just hold on and push forward no matter how challenging the road seems to be to seek for real happiness.

Some characters may change and they keep on improving themselves. Some may just continue to be just who they are, or they tend not to believe in the opposite sex anymore when it comes to relationships. They see men in materialistic measures, and will use them only for self-protection and safety. They do not see relationship as something serious or real and true love doesn‘t really matters, but rather the money that is more practical. Some people resort to being homosexuals, because a partner of the same sex seems to understand them more then the opposite sex.

Now what is the reason? -Most men are not truthful. “Which cat doesn’t eats fish?” , they may ask. This world is a realistic world. There may be some good ones, but very less, or rare -most probably close to extinction (this is what reality in actual fact forces women to believe in). So we can’t blame people for believing and seeing things that way. Somehow Satan has taken control of the world and people now are like living servants to him. And the world, seems to be so hopeless…..

The only way to seek real protection, trust and a real relationship is from God. God always reminds us that He will provide because He loves us. Even sparrows do not have to worry about what to eat, what more His love towards us? Sometimes it’s just so confusing, because God doesn’t reveal His ways in you. Although you are here committing yourself to God, He still wants us to make our own decisions. In the end, if it is wrong, you’ll be punished, or not getting what God intended to give you. Why can’t God just tell us? Then we wont have to make mistakes and suffer so much.

Grow up girl…there’s a long way for you to go. You think you’ve seen it all? This is just the beginning. The world has no place for innocence and immaturity.

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