Where is the Hope?

Is it true that even though the door is closed, God will still leave you a window opened for you?

Man will always have their lowest n highhest points throughout their life's journey. There is always a season for the positive and negative to occur in one's life, and sometimes it involves the people around you for the things that you've done and not bearing the responsibilty towards your own actions.
Avoiding is definitely not the way to solve the problem, but somehow or rather, people just always perceives this way to be the easiest. Thank you Satan for blinding us, n our sinful nature is to be blamed too.

One after another, hopes began to shatter. It's as if God's not here with me anymore, and suddenly i have to face this world alone. The more i want to be with Him, the more things are happening that hinders me towards getting closer to Him. It's not that I don't want to now, but there is something that I have to face in order to have a breakthrough.

Guess I'm not that strong afterall. I'm down with depression once again, and I need a way out. My job isn't everything. My life in Sg isn't everything. My activities aren't everything. My past isn't everything. Even if I were to have a relationship is also not everything. There's just something that's missing deep inside. There's still a missing piece somewhere. I began to have this fear and hopelessness. People out there seem to be independable to fully put my trust and faith into them. Is the world so realistic that man are such selfish human beings to only care not for anyone but themselves and those that belong to them? N they could actualy come to the point to use other people for their own benefits?

When will I get it right with God? Everytime when I want n starting to do the right thing, it seems things will screw up and once again made me shameful n guilty enough to make me avoid from God. It made me feel like a loser, and a failure. That I failed so badly i don't even dare to face my dear Father in Heaven.

Where's my courage and honesty?? I'm lost........ :(

-Craig David Greatest Hits Tour- Live in Zirca-

My first ever encounter with a celebrity that I'd admire n appreciate most ever since his first album, Craig David!

Craig's n the move-----Hot Stuff n All The Way, smokiing Hot!

a lil' glimpe of Fill Me In..

n Walking Away...enjoy peeps ;)