It ain't easy..

It ain't easy to be alone sometimes...

Am being literally "alone" in a foreign place for 5 months already now, and it still feels like a foreign place to me. There's nowhere else like home, seriously.

I felt distant at times in a foreign station, being all alone again literally. I wish mom n dad was here with me..I wish I can be there with my family, at least I felt belonged. I remember how much I craved to get out of house so much when I was still in secondary school. I wanted so much to leave my family to have my own independence and my own life.

I hated home. I didn't like my brothers. I didn't like mom's irresponsible attitude. I hated that dad had to do everything, sacrifice his time, life and sweat n blood to his family that doesn't appreciate it at all.

It ain't the same anymore..I learned to appreciate them more and more as we live away from each other..afterall, we're still a family. How I wished we all have our good career and be a blessing to our family. In the end, we'll all meet one day and joke about the past altogher..God be out witness~

I wished I could do something. I wanted to pursue a degree in business because I wanted to help dad sharing the responsibilities of the family. I left home to study in Penang. I didn't get very good grades because I had to share my time on studies and work altogether. I didn't want to take any money from dad. Never did I know I'm not ready to endure the hardship of the business world. I never understood how naive I still could be despite the experience I've got.

Does it pay to be generous? Does it pay to be soft-hearted? Does it pay to do good and be good?
Sometimes I wonder why life is so tough at times, especially where situations can cause depression. I hate it. I know somehow I'm lacking something inside. The puzzle pieces are still missing. I wish I could find that missing pieces to have a happier life soon..

Interesting n Different; a Breakthrough

I've always have this thought about life- to make it more interesting or just to follow what everyone does...what makes more sense actually..

I desire to be someone Different.

Someone who stands out from the others. Someone who makes a difference to the people around me. I want to paint my life with all the different interesting colours and make it more vibrant~

OK...that's enough for my self-centredness..it's not a very good example to portray, but it's just part of the Interesting-ness in life. It's just not only about ourselves.

I'm not saying it is wrong to be thinking for yourselves, but it is more balanced if you can include other lives into yours as well.

To bless than only to be blessed. To give to others what God has given to you. To spread happiness to people after God made you happy. Isn't that more gracious? And it doesn't mean we still cannot make our lives interesting.

In actual fact, each and every single person on earth has a certain level of selfishness - don't tell me you don't love yourself that you wouldn't pamper yourself to a good meal and watch a great movie over the weekends.

Learn to enjoy while you have the time~

Do random acts of kindness to share and give to your friends and family around; you wouldn't loose anything accept to store more treasures for yourself in heaven.

Oh, and do remember to think for them. Try to put yourself in their shoes, and see whether the way we act or treat them is what we like to be treated ourselves.

I like my job and passion. I also desire to bless others as God's blessed me so abundantly. I love and appreciate my family and friends more and more each day. I'm desiring for a Breakthrough.

-| Biker's Day Out |-

An off day!

It's always the day that I'm looking forward too after a flight..I usually liked hanging around overseas but recently (after having to suffer from bad indigestion and fever a few times onboard), I think I rather be at home then. It feels so much better being at HOME; I need some rest....

Fortunately, it's not another day rotting at home..at least not the whole day =).
I thought Josh didn't mean it when he told me about it- to get back a bike for himself ever since the last time he roamed the streets with his Hayabusa..And now I got the first hand experience of being on his Yamaha Fazer~




Josh was riding slow on our way to East Coast for dinner; yeah he told me he wouldn't wanna give me a scare but I thought he could do better =P.



N we went to the Marina Barrage..I didn't know they had interesting places like this in SG..guess I've gotta do more exploring ;) It's understandable though, you can't reach there unless you're driving or on bike, and on a Yamaha Fazer? It's cool-ness!

A biker's view on the road~


The experience on a bike accelerating to a speed of 170kmph is superb! Phew, I'm a rider baby! =D


It was one hell of a night~ I mean I've been on bikes before (let me see- a kapchai, a chopper) but this is awesome~

Thanks for the night Josh, it was wonderful =).